How to Regain Your Soul

I opened a poetry anthology to the index and this title jumped off the page. It has been an eventful week. I settled into Spokane including a place to lay my head this fall. When I come here, I find I feel I am in community. It was word-of-mouth that led me to the apartment I will have. One person told me to check with another who referred me to another and eventually the circle was complete.

When I am here, I drop some screen time with  no television. I turn my computer on and listen to CKUA the greatest little radio station in the world.

I need to settle into a regime now to tackle the reading, writing, and research that is around the corner. Gonzaga has excellent to a beautiful river walk to the Spokane Falls and Riverfront Park which I visited in its heyday. Spokane hosted the World’s Fair in 1974 and I was in Nelson BC then and came down with friends.

The river walk is a great place to let my brain relax, my mind to expand, and physically be invigorated. Last summer, as I walked, I found my poet’s voice and I am counting on that happening again over the next couple of weeks. I regain my soul in nature as William Stafford so eloquently puts it. When we got to Waterton, it was dragonflies over Red Rock Canyon that were my white butterflies.

Come down Canyon Creek trail on a summer afternoon

that one place where the valley floor opens out. You will see

the white butterflies. Because of the way shadows

come off those vertical rocks in the west, there are

shafts of sunlight hitting the river and

a deep long purple gorge straight ahead. Put down your pack.

Above, air sighs the pines. It was this way

when Rome was clanging, when Troy was being built,

when campfires lighted caves. The white butterflies dance

by the thousands in the still sunshine. Suddenly, anything

could happen to you. Your soul pulls toward the canyon

and then shines back through the white wings to be you again.

Red Rock Canyon

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About ivonprefontaine

In keeping with bell hooks and Noam Chomsky, I consider myself a public and dissident intellectual. Part of my work is to move beyond (transcend) institutional dogmas that bind me to defend freedom, raising my voice to be heard on behalf of those who seek equity and justice in all their forms. I completed my PhD in Philosophy of Leadership Studies at Gonzaga University, Spokane, WA. My dissertation and research was how teachers experience becoming teachers and their role as leaders. I focus on leading, communicating, and innovating in organizations. This includes mindfuful servant-leadership, World Cafe events, Appreciative Inquiry, and expressing one's self through creativity. I offer retreats, workshops, and presentations that can be tailored to your organzations specific needs. I published peer reviewed articles about schools as learning organizations, currere as an ethical pursuit, and hope as an essential element of adult eductaion. I published three poems and am currently preparing my poetry to publish as an anthology of poetry. I present on mindful leadership, servant leadership, schools as learning organizations, how teachers experience becoming teachers, assessement, and critical thinking. I facilitate mindfulness, hospitality retreats. and World Cafe Events using Appreciative Inquiry. I am writing and researching about various forms of leadership, how teachers inform and form their identity as a particular teacher, schools as learning organizations, hope, nonviolence and its anticipatory relationship with the future, as essential elements to teaching and learning. Academic publications can be found at Ivon Gile Prefontaine on ResearchGate

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  1. You are so right the environment plays a major role in a person’s creativity. I and my hubby have a vacation home in the surrounding area where you have moved. It is a quiet and beautiful place. I often say to my hubby that this place is “far from the madding crowd”. So calm serene and peaceful, unlike Vancouver which is a bustling with life place. Good luck and best wishes for the creative endeavor. I am sure you will enjoy every moment. Take care. Thanks for sharing a lovely post.

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  2. Lovely….I’m looking forward to your future posts! Thank you for sharing.
    Barb

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  3. Reblogged this on barbsburnttree and commented:
    This is a lovely post….I want to share it!

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  4. “…Your soul pulls toward the canyon

    and then shines back through the white wings to be you again.”

    Great lines. I pray you find peace in a smooth transition.

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  5. You’re going there by yourself? Your sweetie didn’t come with? Sorry if that’s nosy, but I’m wondering if I missed something.

    I’m glad things are working out, one step at a time.

    Nancy

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    • Kathy is joining me next week. Summer always creates some scheduling challenges and this summer, with the floods in Alberta, our logistics were even more challenging than normal.

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  6. I really liked the poem, you expressed so eloquently how the white butterflies can make you feel you can do anything through their powerful beauty and existence.

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  7. izzyrosejournal's avatar Isabella Rose

    Oh what beautiful words, Ivon. My heart is touched. Blessings.

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  8. It’s quite a transition, but it seems that all the doors are opening for you to get your research finalized! I left my doctoral studies half-way when I moved to work in Africa and have yet to finalize…the work that was to be my dissertation was published by UN many years ago…so if ever continuing, I’ll need a new topic 🙂 All the best with your journey and hopefully we can follow it here!

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  9. what a poem! I wish one day I will be able to pen such a beauty!

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  10. There is something special about these ‘find your soul’ moments. You can search for them for days or months or years. They creep up and find you in seconds.

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